Retrospectology

40 years of songwriting distilled into one record

Lyrics

Better World

Why are you staring holding me down

You act like I’m useless Do I look like a clown

Why do you run away Why won’t you fight

folding me over like you can’t see the light

Ohh your life feels empty like it never began

whispering so so softly let it begin

Do you feel alive Do you feel the reverence

Do you feel the hope Hope of a better world

Why are you falling when you’re trying to run

Why is your hand raised like you’re holding a gun

Ohh, your heart is bleeding bandages turning red

whispering so so softly when will it end

Why You Went Away

When you were little, you showed the world your smile

So precocious. I loved to see the world through your eyes

You had the biggest laugh that you shared with everyone.

I thought that all your days would be that kind of fun

I made a picture book and filled it with the life of yesterday

And kept it in my head so it would never ever go away

One day was different like it was meant to be

Your smile faded became a memory

what came so easy Became a test of fate

And all the sunshine well, it all just went away

I’d give it all to see the laugh come back to you

sell my soul to see your smile coming through

There’s nothing else in here that really really matters to me

I would give it all just for you

And now I’m watching I look for little signs

And wonder why. why. why you went away

Why you went away

Goodbye I Love You

Saw you walking past the other day

You turned and started looking right this way

And you were saying

Goodbye! Can’t you see that I love you

Goodbye! Can’t you see that I care

Goodbye! Can’t you see that I need you

Goodbye! I love you

And then you walk away

So you found me lost and laying low

If only I could find a place to go

If I knew that you’d be walking by

I’d put my running shoes on and wave goodbye

and I’d be saying.

Goodbye! Can’t you see that I love you

Goodbye! Can’t you see that I care

Goodbye! Can’t you see that I need you

Goodbye! I love you

And then you walk away

It’s not that I am weak, I’m just not strong

I don’t think that I could last that long

If I put a ring on, you’d be mine

But I couldn’t please you all the time

And you be saying.

Goodbye! Can’t you see that I love you

Goodbye! Can’t you see that I care

Goodbye! Can’t you see that I need you

Goodbye! I love you

And then you walk away

I’m Still Here

Early Saturday morning I’m here all alone

you said you were busy and you never made it back home

you didn’t want to bother me You’d be sleeping all day

I heard the voice in the distance and I knew

yeah, I knew

See me, rolling my eyes as you’re weaving

a story that just isn’t true

Trying with words to deceive me

you’re losing

See me, Looking away when you’re near me

I couldn’t believe what you’d do

trying your best to defeat me

But I’m still here.

You made me an offer You held out your hand

You promised promotions You promised me everything

I chose to believe you gave you all that I had

My sacrifice wasted I shouldn’t put dreams in your hand

See me, walking away as your screaming

Won’t let you into my head

Trying with words to defeat me

It’s amusing

See me, throwing away what you gave me

I couldn’t believe what you’d do

trying your best to defeat me

You couldn’t believe you could beat me

Try all you want

But I’m still here

I’m still here

I’m still here

I’m still here

I Can’t Wait To See You Again

In this world In this place And all I see

No matter Where I go It’s you and me

You’re the place I want to be

Home feels so far away when I’ve been gone for so long

Not much left inside my suitcase Just enough to stay strong

I drove so many miles Just to get here today

I can see it in the distance It’s not that far away

I can’t wait to see you again

This has to be the last time There’s no more sites to see

And even if there were The world can see them without me

There’s nothing so important They’re just clouds in the sky

I’d rather miss it all I don’t need a goodbye

I can’t wait to see you again

I’ve seen so many, so many places in this beautiful world

They’re not as beautiful, not as beautiful

not as beautiful Not As Beautiful

I’ve seen so many, so many places in this beautiful world

They’re not as beautiful, not as beautiful

not as beautiful as you

I can’t wait to see you again

Hold Me Closer

Walking in Fairfax City You said the sun hurts your eyes

I said it’s time to run away Get out as fast as we fly

You better hold me closer Hold me closer

You better hold me closer Hold me closer

It’s early in the morning we don’t have to go now

Just set the house on fire and we’ll just figure it out

You better hold me closer Hold me closer

You better hold me closer Hold me closer

Maybe we’ll be outrageous Start running through the park

I don’t think we’re courageous It’s crazy.

Maybe we’ll find an airplane and fly far far away

Until we find an island And go crazy

We could listen to music maybe I’ll sing one for you

find a street corner preacher and ask him what Bruno would do

You better hold me closer Hold me closer

You better hold me closer Hold me closer

And when the day is over

I won’t care what we do

as long as I can spend it

with you.

Run Me Over

Do I seem nervous? Afraid of what you’re thinking?

I try to hide it but it’s here for you to see

See my hands shake? Notice the fear in my eye?

I pull my cap down lower Maybe I can try to hide

oooohhh try to hide oooohhh try to hide

Look out, you might see my falling by.

Every morning It’s always the same old thing

Try to build my courage and fall right on my face

So many words in my head that won’t fit inside my mouth

All the best things to say yet nothing’s coming out

Look out, you might see me fall again

You run me over You run me over

You run me over You run me over

Every morning Every night

Even when I’m sleeping You’re still running me over

You run me over You run me over

You run me over You run me over

Look out. You might see me falling by.